A friend, who is a music therapist, once recommended that we put together a list of music, starting with sad/angry songs that reflect our worst moods, and working up to happy songs. You listen to the music, in order, and gradually you feel better. Doesn't that sound like an interesting exercise?
Today, the first song on my list would be Joe Purdy's "Just Can't Seem to Get It Right Today." I put off buying tickets to Wait Wait Don't Tell Me and now it's sold out. I've gone to bed late, and showed up to work late every day this week (how am I ever going to teach a 5:50am class next fall?). I made sticky buns for a birthday at work, and they were blah. And now, the final blow.
My chicken pot pie looks like that.
It's supposed to look like this. Seriously, I make beautiful pies.
I'm delivering it to an elderly couple; her hip was replaced, and Friday is my turn to take over a meal. Neither of them know me, and certainly won't care if the pie is homely. Nevertheless, I desperately want to swing by the store, buy some canned biscuit dough, rip that crust off, and replace it with the biscuits. I want to create something beautiful this week.
At least Someone is getting it right:
The crabapple trees at the end of my driveway are blooming, and I can stand under a cloud of pink blossoms.
And sometimes, when I do stand under the blossoms, I want to sing TMBG's "Birdhouse in Your Soul." Or Brian Woodbury's "The Oranges." One of my happy songs.